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Why? Because I'm sick of being a fatty!
The government says we are supposed to get 2,000 calories every day. That's nuts! Really, everyone knows our bodies were not meant to sit around and eat twinkies all day.
About me...
Once upon a time, I was not Ana at all, but a compulsive overeater. A crazy disease I'd never believe in if I hadn't experienced it first hand. I stole from the grocery store. I'd eat in secret, hiding dozens of empty food wrappers and packages under my bed. Everytime I was alone, I'd binge. My mind would be screaming "No, stop, please!" But my hands kept shoveling food into my mouth.
It's no wonder I stepped on the scale one day (about a year ago) and saw the number 173 staring back at me. My bmi was exactly 30... obese.
So I decided it had to end. I had to eat "normally." A few pounds slid off, but nothing remarkable. Over the summer I worked at a deli, and ate little besides freshly sliced meat and cheese... sort of an accidental Atkins diet. I dropped down to 138 within two months.
Naturally, when school started again, a lot of it came back on. I noticed it this time, though. I noticed my tightest jeans didn't button anymore, and that my cute bathing suit looked gross all of a sudden.
As a broke college kid, I just can't afford to do Atkins. I can't eat normally, and even when I come close, it's not that helpful. I needed a diet that let me obsess about food like crazy. I needed something shockingly different. Ana.
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By the way, please feel free to email me at margo_one_day@yahoo.com if you know any good links, just want to chat, etc.
Please don't send me hate mail. I bet you have problems, too, and I certainly am not going to go out of my way to give you grief about them.
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